Shara Grove Holistics

I’m curious to know…did anyone else notice that the end of 2025 felt oddly different in comparison to the end of years before it? It certainly did for me, and I put it down to my internal system (mental, physical, emotional and spiritual) finally stepping away from the conditioned beliefs we have been led to believe as being gospel. Things that we must live by because it’s the ‘right order’.

Let me explain further…

There are a lot of conspiracy theories coming to light in relation to our yearly calendar. Those theories are a mixture of Romans, Catholics, The Church and other governmental powers, creating a calendar that throws the general human population off whack, by creating a calendar to live by that doesn’t flow naturally with the seasons, the lunar cycles and solstices.

Now…what I will say is don’t believe every conspiracy theory out there, as some are fed to create more anger, distrust and disorientation. But I will also say, do some research, expand your knowledge and tap into what feels right within your soul.

In saying that…the lead up to the end of 2025 had me feeling out of my body rather than in the present and experiencing the end of a year with the population around me. Instead, it was like I became an observer. A being that was unable to celebrate something that everyone else around me was celebrating. This experience was a first for me…

Growing up, as a family we would always celebrate a new year. I’ve grown up with that tradition. As I grew older, the new year became the biggest piss up, the biggest celebration and the biggest excuse to get f**ked up (excuse my honesty).

To approach the end of 2025 with a genuine attitude of ‘I can’t celebrate this’ was both insightful, powerful but also a little lonely.

That’s not to say that I didn’t enjoy my night. I went for late nights walks with Mary under the light of Luna whilst having a silent disco with my earphones.

From what I’ve gathered from my out of body experience, I truly believe that it comes down to the fact that I have began to detach from a collective form of conditioning, and I’ve started to listen to my internal clock in a much more intuitive way because I have expanded my knowledge and formed my own beliefs because of it.

The result?

An incredibly powerful and intuitive connection to my mind, body and soul.

So…when was new year for me?

Well January has felt like a grey area. A middle ground in between two worlds. I’ve had significant events happen in January. I turned 30, I got engaged and I became a qualified Past Life Regression Hypnotherapist. Big things that it almost seems silly to celebrate them within this void of time right? Why not celebrate it as the start of a new and incredible year?

Because if I was to do that, I would be going against what my soul is telling me. What my soul feels to be true.

I’ve defintely transitioned from the void into a new feeling, but it’s hard to tell whether that new feeling is a new year to me or another stage before I enter my own new year.

I’m sure I felt a shift on January 18th which happened to be the day I became qualified in Past Life Regression Hypnotherapy, as well as it being the first new moon of the Gregorian new year.

I can feel a ball rolling within me and it’s gaining momentum, but I don’t think it’s quite ready to be let loose yet…but it’s not far off!